一切太突然了，生命的脆弱
我们曾带着童年的笑容，一起赤着脚地奔跑
就算路面上的沙子刺痛着脚板，也是一种单纯的幸福
陀螺，弹珠，水枪... 曾是我们的战斗装备
青蛙，鱼儿，狗狗... 曾是我们童年的玩伴
篮球，乒乓，追逐... 曾是我们的体能训练
分隔着我们家的那道墙，带走最荣耀的童年
曾是扑满着黑色脚印，因为...
“猴子”般的我们，爬墙是个“必需品”
也曾是我们谈“生意”的基地
消磨了无聊，也“牺牲”了我们吃饭和冲凉的时间
偶尔的炫耀，闪亮这大家的小时候 :)
我们的童年，是如此的灿烂
七彩缤纷，像是雨过天晴的彩虹
那习惯性的手势，到现在还清楚地记得
那时天真无邪的笑容，再次温暖着现今冰冷的心
这些记忆，将会永远永远牢记于心
回忆，一直一直地
都怪那不争气的眼泪
朋友，走好...
我们的距离忽近忽远，终会渐稀渐远
我想着，渐渐地变得无能为力
那是个无法磨灭的遗憾
欢呼声，曾经何时化作悲伤
不想那只是过去，不想瞬间变成了永远
日日夜夜地想念，只能遮遮掩掩
散乱着的感觉 我未曾好好地整理
不敢承认动摇之心 不敢就此示弱
希望时间加速 将痛苦带走
坚强地走下去，那是你曾对我说的
原来，这也是奇迹... （却是个可恶的）
p/s: 原来... 我们经不起考验
如果...能让我再选一次...
那天的决定，都没曾后悔
但如果知道结果是这样，我会选择离开
这是个很大的代价，多年建立的
只在瞬间，失去的实在太多太多了
却没法勇敢地再次面对，只能带着遗憾
惭愧着过去，鼻酸的感觉一点都不好受
我们一直都遇不上，是否在人群里我们走得特别匆忙？
好想对你说声对不起，说声谢谢你
如果...能让我再选一次...
同样的心情，同样的决定
我会将丑陋的一面，永远遗弃在角落
不再让彼此受伤害
“想飞到千里外 期待一切重来”
p/s: 没药救了
wanted to say i’m sorry…… always do, but where the courage goes? sometimes it hurts and guilt overwhelmed. it wasn’t easy to get through all these, perhaps it is my destiny!? why am i making such a stupid mistake, again and again…
i try hard to believe, making those mysteries become realistic. impossible sometimes is just nothing for me. i have chosen what i need, at least for today and tomorrow but not the day after. i am hoping a better tomorrow but it seems another strange tomorrow is coming.
i like the feeling of being together but scaring of losing. nothing to lose, i wished… and i am wishing because i guess this will be the best for me. i can’t give you anything, that’s why i’m sorry… yet i’m blessing for the best for you…
i am guessing but not imagine, guess this will be the end for me, there is a little space where i am not discovering, waiting and waiting… 3 years back i got nothing, 3 years after what will be me? i am still struggling, where the full-stop goes? i keep on learning… and the journey is tiring. yes, you win again…
p/s: soon… everything will be better =)… hmm i guess…
Something happens, yet I am not sure. It has been a while, feel like this is not where I am supposed belong to. I am confused, can’t differentiate between right and wrong. Feeling desperate to tell what I wanted the most, fright overcomes me for what I desired the most. Perhaps it is too much for me? When things don’t go smoothly as you wish, you confront it. When you fail, you fail but you gain. Life is like a dream, if it is a bad dream, I wish I may continue back to sleep again searching for a sweet dream then. It has been a tiring trimester, I gain some but guess I lost a lot. Sudden frustration strikes me yet I do not know how to proceed and I am losing the pace. Yes, I scare to lose, how stupid am I!? If I am given second chance to make the choice, guess the ending will be the same.
p/s: hmm, spectrum of love ya? I am not sure what is it.
站得那么近，感觉如此遥远
选择中徘徊，深陷
做出决定的可能，错觉亦是幻觉
一直浮现，我们的笑脸
不让忧郁介入，压抑脆弱的心灵
埋葬落下的泪，流过的血
片刻中，勾起伤感的记忆
害怕和软弱的一面，微笑覆盖着一切
为我们最好的，努力前进
徘徊中选择，沉醉
寂寞和孤单的随伴，没有依赖
继续犹豫，漂浮着种种的可能
冰冷的双手，一直在发抖
蒸发的热泪，填补着空虚
无需追问为什么，让它消失如流沙
为了等到什么，毕竟期待得太多
不怕受过教训，不甘心
无法平衡是非黑白，曾经有过也是美
依稀可见，远处望着你的笑脸
p/s: low power mode activated
选择中徘徊？徘徊中选择？
